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[Another breathtaking sight, though strange; it's certainly the largest potion bottle Gale has ever seen, but while it means nothing to him on sight, it does seem to mean something to Amelia. He gives her a curious look, questioning.]

You recognize it, then? I can't place it, admittedly, beyond being a potion of some sort, but that tone of yours tells me there's greater significance here.

This potion, this... This whole place. [Amelia makes a wide sweeping gesture with her arms and she energetically gives the short explanation to Gale.]

It's a reference to a very beloved story in my world; I'm quite certain of it. It's called, Alice's Adventures in Wonderland by Lewis Carroll. The story is about a young girl, Alice who stumbles into a world unlike her own and it's what some call surreal and fantastical. Many of its motifs and imagery are so iconic that it gets referenced in other pieces of literature.

Motifs such as our potion here. I think I know what will happen if we drink or soak in it.

A world unlike her own— quite fitting that we should find such a place here, where the rest of us are all quite far from home.

[Her explanation very much helps to put things into context, and his attention moves to the giant bottle once more, thoughtful.]

Well, given that you're the expert of the two of us, I will gladly follow your lead. What do you believe will happen?

Simple really. We're going to shrink.

[That sounds concerning, but she follows up with something quite logical.]

You noticed all of those key-shaped holes on the sides of the ledges and hidden behind some of the shrubbery, right? They were too small for us to even slip an arm into. But if we can shrink, we're likely to uncover even more hidden areas that we can't reach otherwise.

[Amelia puts one foot forward into the purple water. It's very fizzy and the sound of bubbles pop and gurgle around her.]

I'll test it first. I can reverse any adverse effects if this happens to not be the case but I'm confident in my conjecture.

Fascinating.

[It's not as though the practice of making oneself smaller to fit into otherwise unreachable places is unheard of to him, but they tend to be naturally occurring holes or crevices, animal-made tunnels and the like.]

Then this entire place was designed with that in mind! So much as anything here was deliberately designed, though this makes me think that there must be intelligent purpose behind what we've found in this hotel.

[He prepares to take a step back, nodding in agreement with her plan.]

I've no doubt that should anything go awry, I'll be able to aid, as well. Whenever you're ready, Amelia.

[Well, here goes nothing! Amelia lets herself get fully soaked by the purple concoction. Without really having to actually drink it, the effects are immediate.]

Oh—!

[And there she goes, shrinking in size. Small purple bubbles hover over her and the shrinking stops when she's no bigger than right below Gale's knee. It's disorienting now that everything is ten times more giant and sounds much louder. But besides that, Amelia notes with relief that there are no other adverse effects. She calls out to call.]

It's safe!

[She snaps her fingers just to test—Yup, green sparks fly emit. Her magic is in tact.]

Do you want to try it out?

[He's seen similar effects achieved with a reduction spell more times than he can count, but there's something about the actual process of it and how whimsical it is that makes him laugh warmly as her prediction comes true.]

Well, it would appear you were right! And as it seems to be safe—

[Rather than answer her, he, too, steps into the water and allows himself to become soaked. Within moments, he shrinks down to the same size as her, looking quite pleased with the novelty of the situation as he, too, raises a hand and traces an arcane symbol into the air, causing an orb of light to hover just above his fingertips in order to test his own magic.]

Everything intact, only in miniature! Marvelous, really.

[As long as it's a temporary state, Amelia's pleased with the results. It's like she's Alice in Wonderland and it makes her...

Well, surprisingly she audibly chuckles.]

I... In all my years, I didn't think I'd be having an experience akin to a book I read when I was a little girl.

[She sounds wistful. But now that they're shrunk, there's more exploring to attend to. And in their new miniature state, there are more secrets that have been revealed such as the glowing purple arrows in the grass and along the sides of the rocks.]

Oh. Well, would you look at that? We wouldn't have been able to see those without shrinking.

It would seem opportunities abound on this vacation of ours, hm? I can think of a number of books I would love to experience in this way— but I'm rather enjoying visiting this story of yours, myself.

[The direction marked by the arrows is plain enough, and Gale approaches the first marking to lean over and examine it closely with a hand against his chin before he proceeds to follow the path that's been laid out for them, shooting another smile in her direction.]

Their message is plain enough. Let's see where they lead.

[The number of arrows they find leading them through the grass is far greater than he might have expected, directing them to duck between stones and head past a fallen log. They don't have to go terribly far before something else catches his attention, but where he's been filled with eager enthusiasm up until now, his smile finally falters, brow furrowed.

There, resting against a stone, a glowing seven-pointed star can be seen, a symbol that matches the earring dangling from his left ear, the light bright against its surroundings. It looks solid enough to reach out and touch, but he only frowns as they approach, troubled.]

That's the symbol of Mystra. Strange, finding it here.

[They may have no white rabbit to follow but the arrows that they can now see are good in serving them a purpose for giving literal direction in their exploration. What will they find? A treasure? Another clue to lead them to a different room? It could be anything...

... But she wasn't expecting the projection of light, that matched the earring Gale wore.]

Mystra?

[She repeats the name in a questioning tone. Her eyes move from the symbol to Gale.]

A deity of importance from your world I'm assuming? You'd be right about it being out of place here.

... Unless it was specifically for you.

Goddess of all magic.

[His gaze remains fixed on the symbol, his frown pulling a bit deeper.

Unless it was specifically for you. Yes, he imagines it likely was.]

No doubt it is here for me. Mystra was more than a goddess— she was my teacher, my muse. [Among other things.] I served as her Chosen for a number of years.

[He takes a few more steps forward, kneeling down in front of the symbol to reach out to it with one hand, stopping just short of touching it. He closes his eyes, dropping his head to one side. If they'd never shrunken down, he might have missed this entirely, but it must be here for good reason.]

Be on your guard, I suppose. No telling what could happen once I touch it.

[Goddess of all magic... So his world did have a central figure of worship where it was concerned. It implies so much history and it's so different from the Witch King who himself, was a creature who brought magic to the world, and yet beyond that, she knows very little.

The way Gale describes her role in his life says so much. And he wears her symbol so her significance can't be taken lightly.

All Amelia can do is nod and take a step back to give him room.]

I'll be right here. If anything happens, I can act quickly.

[He glances back at Amelia just long enough to give a nod of confirmation, his expression somber before he turns his gaze back to the symbol. He braces himself for anything, prepared to react quickly should it be necessary, and reaches out to touch the symbol with gloved fingers— for a moment, it had almost felt as though it had been calling to him, and it glows just a touch brighter at his touch.

Nothing else in their surroundings change, but a voice sounds— his own, unmistakable, followed by one he'll never forget. It's a woman's voice, but there is an otherworldly quality to it, a faint echo as well as a gravity to her words that set it apart.

"Mystra, I beseech you, my actions were but a labor of love—"

"I will not be swayed. Even your actions have consequences, my love. For your defiance, you are exiled from Elysium, and shall no longer serve as my Chosen."

There is nothing more that follows, but Gale's grip on the symbol tightens. After a few moments of silence, he stands, and his expression has shifted from somber to something far softer— grief, perhaps, if one had to put a name to it.]

... I suppose there's no longer any question as to whether or not that was for me.

[. . .]

... Emphermal voices... Echoes of the past... It is a fragment then.

[Amelia murmurs intertwining her fingers and fiddling with them. What else can she do but contemplate what she just heard with the objective mind of a scholar? There was so much to unpack from those few words alone.

Gale had just said that this Mystra was his teacher, his muse, and her Chosen. Though she doesn't comprehend what the last part meant, she had called him her 'love.'

She's well-read on various pantheons of different cultures. It would appear that gods and goddesses of other worlds would also use mortals for their own purposes, for better or for worse and it does not sit right with her. After a few seconds, the witch steps closer to Gale, uncertain of what else to say.

(What would Briar do? He was better at consoling than she ever was.)]

Are you alright?

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A fragment... so it would seem.

[His brow remains furrowed, but even as she steps forward to ask after his well-being, he's already well on his way to schooling his expression into something more presentable. He's never been terribly good at veiling his emotions, most often wearing them on his sleeve, but that the ache in his heart is still so strong upon simply hearing Mystra's voice again, even after what he had asked—

It seems wrong. He should be angry, he has been angry, at times, and yet in this moment, all he can feel is the absence of the favor he had become so accustomed to, and the loss of all he had worked so hard to achieve.

He musters a faint smile as he looks to his adventuring companion, forced.]

I'm fine, thank you— or I will be. A bit embarrassing, having that laid out in the open in such a way, but it is nothing I haven't become accustomed to sharing. When one loses the favor of a goddess, there is often explaining to be done. It is a memory, and nothing more.

[Mystra herself isn't here. He's more glad of that than he would have been even a few weeks prior.]

[... Magic and pain are a given everywhere, she supposes. The latter doesn't suit Gale who had begun this small adventure with Amelia with optimism that drew even her out. He didn't deserve to have this shame laid bare for her to hear, not when his emotions were so clear that even a stunted woman like her could see what it was doing to him internally.

The issue with the goddess having a mortal lover aside, it was the stark rejection that rings in her ears and makes Amelia sympathize with Gale. No matter what the witch's opinion was, he loved and had been loved by a being so central to his life only for that to disappear for whatever reason.

It was like and unlike what happened to herself. But where Gale somehow managed to be someone good, it had taken her years to pick herself up to be just a little functional.

Amelia closes her eyes and takes a deep breath. She opens them again and looks directly at him unflinchingly.]

If you would like to talk about it, then let me know. Not now, of course, but I can listen. Just like with your other afflictions, it sounds like you've been carrying a lot, Gale.

[She glances down at the ground, feeling especially odd about extending such a courtesy.]

All magickind carries a weight. No matter where we end up or what form we take seems.

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[The fact that she doesn't seem to feel entirely at ease with making such an offer only makes it more meaningful, he thinks— his gaze softens, and he offers a faint nod in return. Not-so-coincidentally, it ties in with what he'd been prepared to tell her earlier, and he thinks the time for sharing that bit about himself may come sooner rather than later if they're going to have any kind of real friendship. There were certain things you simply didn't keep hidden if you wanted others to trust you— but this was not the moment.]

You're very kind to offer.

[And he'll certainly keep it in mind, should the need arise. Amelia, he thinks, would understand his part in it all better than most. His companions back home had been sympathetic, for the most part, but none of them had made magic their entire lives as he had. They did not know the full extent of what he had done, or what he had given.]

I'm afraid you may be right. We all have our burdens. I intend to carry mine dutifully— I accept the consequences of my actions, for better or for worse.

[He might have said more, but a glimmer of purple catches his eye, drawing his attention, and his brows knit together once more.]

It would seem there is more this place would have us find yet.

[She frowns and turns her gaze to the newly appeared arrows. Another path has opened up as a result of Gale recovering his fragment. What makes it even more eerie is the childlike scrawling in more shimmering violet that accompanies the arrows that move farther back.]

ɪᴛ's ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴛᴜʀɴ 🌹

[Amelia's silent as she stares at the message. Vague as it is, she understands its meaning clearly.]

Let's move, Gale.

[The opened path is a series of ledges that ascend and descend in several directions until it leads them back outside. There's a small hidden grove they wouldn't have been able to access in their normal size and it looks to be a garden full of red roses that tower above their heads. The witch looks back and forth, trying to see where the light fragment is.]

See anything?

Let's.

[She'll hear no argument from him; though there had been nothing more overt than Mystra's symbol to taunt him in that place, her voice— as well as his own— still rings in his ears, the scene those very words had been stolen from still fresh in his memory even after more than a year in his self-imposed confinement.

He is glad to move on, though he finds himself concerned that Amelia might find herself faced with something equally unpleasant.

When they come across the grove, it is the roses that make him think they must have found the place, given the one that had been included in the message, and his gaze narrows as he surveys the area, even before Amelia asks.]

Not as of— wait.

[He spots it: there, difficult to see among the roses that now tower above them, there's one that's smaller and markedly different, made up of light that stands out against the bold crimson of the rest once it's been seen. He gestures ahead before he starts forward at an even pace.]

Just there, tucked away past that rosebush.

[Amelia wordlessly moves toward the fragment of light that Gale points out to her. She hadn't noticed it before as they traversed but her heart rate had increased and she had been holding her breath. Swallowing she approaches the rose of light and stops mere inches in front of it.]

...

[It's not as if she's buried her memories so that they lay forgotten. No, Amelia was someone who had held on for all these years. They're her reason for being, proof to herself that she could endure and keep going.

And yet.]

... Gale?

[She turns to look at her traveling companion.]

I don't really have anything to hide.

[It feels like she had to say that, more for herself than for him.]

I just don't know what we'll hear.

[His normally affable expression remains somber as she turns to him, and he gives a rigid nod in response— what she had heard when he'd reached out to his own fragment had been a moment he was not only not proud of, but one that had lead to the spiral that had taken him to his lowest point. She had been kind, handled the situation with grace. He has every intention of doing the same.]

Whatever it is, I'm here, should you need me.

[Just because she has nothing to hide doesn't mean that she can't be hurt, that an old wound can't be touched upon. He doubts whatever she hears will be much kinder than what he had— though he knows next to nothing about her life before this place, he feels it in his gut.]

When you're ready, Amelia.

[Amelia takes a deep breath. In this instance, not being alone feels like a double-edged sword. She thinks that if she had asked him to leave her be and to face this memory alone, Gale would listen to her and let her deal with it in her own way.

However, the Emerald Witch tries to think of this as an equal exchange. In return for witnessing his pain, he is allowed to bear witness to whatever comes next as she reaches out to touch the rose fragment with her fingers.

The light bursts. A voice fills the rose garden.

And all that hesitation could not have prepared her for hearing him again.]

"Amelia...? It's okay if you cry in front of me. It's okay if you get angry, or frustrated, and if you want to give up. You can even hide again if you want. I'll be with you. I'll even hide with you for as long as you need to.

Why?"

[Her heart quickens. It twists with heavy and overwhelming yearning. His voice was so sweet, like a comforting ray of afternoon sunlight that enveloped her every day after school.

The youthful and gentle voice chuckles with warmth.]

"Because it's so beautiful. Your heart isn't ugly at all. You're so beautiful and shine so brightly it's blinding."

[Who would ever look at her that way again? Who would ever see every imperfection and crack and treasure it the way he did?]

"Living might be painful but it isn't impossible. I don't know much either but... I'll learn with you. I want to be by your side and see it all instead of just waiting and dreaming like before. You don't have to be alone anymore."

[Her mouth opens to respond but just like back then, he said it before she could retort.]

"After all... I love you. I really do.

I love you more than I could ever promise."

[The voice fades and the fragment is no more. Amelia is standing as still as a statue with her hands clasped together, knuckles tight with tension, trying to hold back the waves that were crashing against her defenses.

She tries to speak, but all she feels is a tear slide down her cheek and onto her wrist. And then another. And then another. Amelia keeps her back turned to Gale and she silently takes off her glasses and takes another shuddery breath.]

[He doesn't dare interrupt it, not for a moment, but even not knowing the voice's owner, Gale could feel the weight of its words, their warmth and genuine kindness, their affection. He feels his chest grow increasingly tight; this feels like an intensely private moment, one he shouldn't have been able to listen in on, and yet there had been no telling what Amelia would hear.

Amelia, too, has loved and lost. He doubts there are many in any world who have not— but the drop of her shoulders, the faint shudder that runs through her as her back remains turned long after the voice has faded...

He knows this grief well. This man had been her world. From the sounds of it, a light in dark times. Her reason for being.

He does not know what kind of comfort will be welcome now— he doesn't know her well enough to say for certain, but she doesn't seem the type who would like to be seen as vulnerable, and yet he cannot deny his instinct, either. He takes a few steps forward, coming to a careful halt just behind her and gently laying a hand against her arm, just beneath her shoulder. An offering— he is there, if she needs him.]

Amelia.

[He can see now that her glasses are off, that she's been crying, and he already knows the answer to what he's about to ask— but she had asked it of him. He would be remiss not to do the same. Softly:]

Are you alright?

[She's not, just as he wasn't, but sometimes in these moments, it's easier to lie to oneself.]

[Amelia said she had nothing to hide but it wasn't exactly true. She desperately tries to hide what a weak person she is and the complexity behind what led her there. After he was gone, she allowed herself to drown rather than try to live with the thousand scars from being the Witch King's protege and the fresh wound of magic that was all she had left. Even though she thankfully wasn't alone (he didn't do that to her; he had made sure she wouldn't be alone) and was able to grow... It didn't make her a proud survivor.]

I'm—

[The gentle touch on her arm makes Amelia turn around to face him and her hands reach up to wipe the tears off of her cheeks. For a moment, she looks just like the statue of the crying girl who existed in this vale, cupping her neverending tears.

She takes another deep breath and dips her head, shaking away even more burgeoning tears. It's amazing really, that she wasn't outright sobbing; years ago, it had been so much worse.]

—Hard to say.

[She manages to croak out with her head bowed down. But she doesn't reject Gale's touch. With great effort, she chokes down every ugly feeling of despair, every tendril that threatens to drag her back down, and clasps her hands together again.

Control. Composure. It returns somehow and she murmurs in a haze.]

... That wasn't a bad memory. Not at all.

[It was so painfully beautiful.]

[Not a bad memory— it speaks to the type of loss she must have experienced, and he feels something in his chest squeeze even tighter. He is glad that she doesn't pull away, even if she looks down to compose herself, and when she clasps her hands together, he reaches into the pocket tucked beneath the flap of his robe and pulls out a handkerchief from where it rests snugly against his pouch of reagents, offering it to her.]

Here. Take as long as you need.

[He wonders if maybe, for now, they've seen enough of the Vale of Tears for awhile. He, too, had felt the threat of them upon hearing his own memory, upon being reminded of just what had set him down this doomed path of his, but he's glad that he had not given in— if only because he doesn't know how much comfort he could be if he had.]

It didn't seem like a bad memory. That does not make it any less powerful.

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