[ Yuji lifts his head - he doesn't completely recognise his own hypocrisy, his eyes flicking over Nanami's face. It dawns on him slowly, and he bites back the urge to pout. This isn't what Yuji meant, to make Nanami feel any kind of guilt, not when he had fought so hard, not when he had given everything to ensure they were all safe in Shibuya. What reason could he possibly have to blame himself for all the things that Yuji thinks are his own fault.
He finally looks at Nanami, and doesn't flinch away from his gaze. It's hard, when he's expecting anger, or disappointment, or something along those lines, but as ever... Nanami remains hard to read. Yuji doesn't know how to react to that, how he should be feeling, so he falls into his own sadness with a little shake of his head, closing his eyes and forcing himself to breathe in and out, trying to calm his racing heart.
How much should he tell Nanami? It's been so long, but now... What would be the point? He bites his tongue.
He can't hurt Nanami more than he already has. ]
... Mahito is dead now. He died. You don't have to worry about him.
[ Yuji wasn't the one to do it, for all that he had tried to, to get the vengeance he had wanted, but maybe that was for the best. Living for revenge wouldn't have done him any good. ]
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[ Yuji lifts his head - he doesn't completely recognise his own hypocrisy, his eyes flicking over Nanami's face. It dawns on him slowly, and he bites back the urge to pout. This isn't what Yuji meant, to make Nanami feel any kind of guilt, not when he had fought so hard, not when he had given everything to ensure they were all safe in Shibuya. What reason could he possibly have to blame himself for all the things that Yuji thinks are his own fault.
He finally looks at Nanami, and doesn't flinch away from his gaze. It's hard, when he's expecting anger, or disappointment, or something along those lines, but as ever... Nanami remains hard to read. Yuji doesn't know how to react to that, how he should be feeling, so he falls into his own sadness with a little shake of his head, closing his eyes and forcing himself to breathe in and out, trying to calm his racing heart.
How much should he tell Nanami? It's been so long, but now... What would be the point? He bites his tongue.
He can't hurt Nanami more than he already has. ]
... Mahito is dead now. He died. You don't have to worry about him.
[ Yuji wasn't the one to do it, for all that he had tried to, to get the vengeance he had wanted, but maybe that was for the best. Living for revenge wouldn't have done him any good. ]